I always like to add a picture when I post but my computer is getting old and giving me fits so maybe not this time.
I sent an email to an old friend earlier today and telling about how I have felt so at right with the world and can't really explain it. Perhaps just an aging process and I have mellowed to the point that I feel this peace. Most days, especially when I have time alone I feel this, I like who I am, I like my friends, I like my music, I like my hobbies, I like what I read, I don't want to fill my mind with garbage, other peoples rages, all the problems of the world. I cant solve other peoples problems. I need to just take care of me, eat healthy, and be happy. I still set goals for travel, projects to sew or weave. At 78 I know I have in my last chapter and want to do things that make me happy and that I can do without pushing myself to far. I had an epiphany early Sept when I set up at an event 60 miles away. Very long day, had to do everything myself, set up tent and tables, my display, sell , then reverse it all Way to much, actually made myself sick and lost a couple days recovering. No More, Ever Again. I sell my rugs at my local farmers market and they take care of me, I rent a tent and they set it up. Looking to make changes this next year, possible selling on line or maybe just sell off some of my looms and think of just weaving a bit for pleasure. Oh, I did something else, again it just popped in my head as the right thing to do. We have everything in a trust and I realized I didn't want my weaving studio to be sold so money could be distributed so I pulled it out of the trust and made the deed to me with my Grand Dtr Jessica as my beneficiary on it. NOW that gives me peace. She is the only one who is crafty, who comes to visit, or care about me.
So I hope you are happy and have peace in your life.
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